PRINCESS PESTO

Me and my boyfriend went and got a cat. I named her Pesto (she got her name from Ruth Ozeki's book ''A Tale For The Time Being'' which is one of my favourite books) even though it sounds a bit like a boys name, Pesto is a tiny little girl.

Some of you might remember my other cat, Ninja. She's staying at my mom's place and Pesto is living in my boyfriend's place.

My first cat died of age 20, my parents got her even before I was born, so she's been always with me. So I know that having a cat isn't easy and you can't just leave her if you get bored.

Pesto is super tiny and wild little baby.

I bought this super cool Lobby Boy snapback from here! It's super nice and I think it looks pretty good on me, I was a bit doubtful at first. I've also been pretty much using these kind of ugly sandals for weeks now, they're so cozy. 

LOVE YOURSELF FIRST

I spent my weekend at my friend's cabin. It was really nice to be in the middle of nowhere for a change.

It was so refreshing to just listen to music, eat, talk bullshit, and drink.

I've lost almost all my contact with my friends, I can say that at the moment I only have one true friend (and my boyfriend). But it's weird cause I don't mind, I'm just happy that life has led me to the right people for me, so far. You'll never know what happens next, but I'm just happy here and now.

These four pictures are pretty much the only photos I took during my weekend. 

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I only have 2 movie recommendations for you guys this time, but they're both really super great.

MARY AND MAX

This movie is the best movie I have seen in a long time. If I had to choose a movie that describes my mind the most, this would be one of the few. Mary And Max tells a story between two unlikely pen pals; Mary, a lonely eight-year-old girl living in Melbourne, and Max, a forty-four-year old, severely obese man living in New York.

I know, it doesn't seem that special, and even I was questioning the high rate of this movie, but I honestly fell in love. It is funny and absolutely sad at the same time, it tells you how you should love yourself before loving anyone else, and it teaches you how you shouldn't change yourself for anyone else.

THE GRAND BUDAPEST HOTEL

I'm a huge fan of Wes Anderson, so I knew that I would like, or even love, The Grand Budapest Hotel. It was even better than I would've expected. The casting was absolutely perfect, Tony Revolori was such a cutiepie and Ralph Fiennes captured his role perfectly. It's that kind of movie that I might want to see it 10 times in a row. I also might have ordered some ''Lobby Boy'' inspired accessorize. 

HELLO DARKNESS MY OLD FRIEND

From now on I'll try and post at least once a week with something else than outfits and clothing I get. I have tattoo post, all of my shoes, all of my favourite clothes, and my make up routine on my list, but if you have anything else you want to see or hear, let me know! I'm still gonna keep posting about my movie review here, cause I enjoy giving you tips.

I've been having some bad days lately, I get really sad easily and small things seem unbearable. I also forgot to take my meds for a few days and I felt like absolute shit. I was really emotional and I almost felt like dying. That scares me, cause I don't want to be on meds for that long, but I don't know how I'll be able to manage without them. Things are fine at the moment though, and that's enough comfort for me. 

Sheinside once again send me some amazing summer pieces;

First piece I chose is pretty obvious pick coming from me, cause I'm all about cats. I have to admit that at first I was a bit doubtful, cause it's not your most basic dress and it's sort of ugly, but when I tried it on, all the doubt was gone. It's perfect! I like the neutral colours of it, it helps so you can wear it with lots of things. It's a one size fits all, but it's ''swimsuit material'' so it also fits for bigger girls like me. You can find the dress in here!

This set includes both the top and the skirt. It's absolutely perfect for summer for its bright colours and flower print. You can find this set in here!

I don't think that I own any jackets that are light enough to wear in summer, but now I do. This is perfect, cause you can wear it with girly clothes and dresses (because of the pretty details) or with basic clothes, like shorts (cause the shape isn't that feminine). You can find the jacket in here!