SIZE 12 IS NOT FAT

I think I'm getting my old habit back (taking pointless photos). Taking photos is super fun, I feel like 14 again when I loved to take photos of my feet. I'm just sad that I feel more insecure about my body than I've ever felt. I feel like I'm really big and nothing looks great on me. I tried to take outfit photos but I only see how bloated and big I look and I don't want to publish photos of my body. I don't think that being ''fat'' is my biggest problem, I just hate it that I'm not confident. I want to feel good in my body, whether I'm super big or very tiny.

I have my mermaid hair back! I dyed my hair dark brown and got extensions and now I feel like a total princess. 

I've never been a big Guess fan, I just don't think that most of the bags of the brand look that nice. But when I found this bag our local Facebook flea market I fell in love. It only cost 30€ and it's pretty much in a perfect condition. The colour of the back is this deep chocolate brown (do I sound pretentious?)

I used to have this bag and I loved it but it broke a few years ago. My mom found the exact same kind from flea market for 4€! I was so happy, that's just so crazy low price and it's in mint condition. I think it's from this brand called Kling.

Yeah I know, I know. I just had to photograph this bag cause it's so amazing. I can't wait to wear it! It's from eBay and you can find it under a name ''Fashion gun bag''.

I've not always been a fan of Fjällräven's Kånken bags. Not because they're ugly or anything, but they're just very ordinary and they're really expensive for that kind of bag. I found this one from flea market and it was only 15€! After that I just fell in love and now I get all the hype, I'm probably going to buy myself a new yellow one when it's my birthday. 

Cute photo of Linda. She passed away a little over 2 years ago and I miss her.

I collect these kind of vases from flea markets. I have them all around the house.

My Sailor Moon necklaces and some manga. 

I rarely drink, and when I do, I always drink coffee liqueur with milk. 

Our awesome Godzilla clock. 

Pesto is so cute! She's pretty tiny still and she's already 8 months old.

Over 90% of these DVD's are mine. I used to buy DVD's all the time but nowadays I'm lazy and I watch everything from Netflix.

Wall of cats.

VS is amazing, cause almost everything smells great and the packaging is cute.

MERRY CHRISTMAS CUTIEPIES

I wish you all merry Christmas! Christmas is my favourite holiday of all, I really like spending time with my family and eating good food (although this year it was pretty hard cause I love ham, but I haven't had a bite of any kind of meat in almost 6 months). This is also the first Christmas I'm spending with Behnam and Pesto's first Christmas ever.

Like every year, I'm going to show you what I got for Christmas. I'm super happy with everything I got!

This bag is my favourite thing ever! It's fake Vlieger & Vandam, but the real one is just way too expensive for me, so instead I got this. I'm going to wear this everyday, but I'm also hoping that no one think that I have an actual gun in my purse.

A couple of new iPhone cases. The red one looks exactly like real candy wrapper.

I got so many make up products, but this one is my favourite. It's Naked 3 dupe palette from W7. I ordered this with my boyfriend from Kosmetik4Less (you should check it out, there's so many cheap and great products). This one cost 9€ (how crazy!) and the Naked 3 palette costs around 50€.

I also got tons of new lip products from E.L.F., NYX, Wet 'N' Wild, Essence and Klean Color. I'm thinking about making a review of these and other things that I got, like posting photos of how they actually look.

Lip balms from my mom. My lips are always super chapped, so these are great.

Bronzer from W7. I love it, the packaging is awesome and the bronzer looks great on my skin. Too Faced has a bronzer that looks almost exactly like this one.

Some new highlighters from Behnam.

Eyeshadows. I'm into peachy and reddish glitter shadows.

Golden glitter eyeliner, new mascara and my absolute favourite foundation.

Transparent and red lipliner.

Glitter nail polish. I already tested this and it looks so neat, I have to definitely show you how it looks irl.

Blush in tube.

Body wash, conditioner and body lotion from Desert Essence and super sweet Victoria's Secret body lotion. I'm gonna smell super nice, I have so many body and hair products.

Adventure Time. My favourite show and probably my new favourite shirt.

Super cute mugs.

New camera! I've been in need of some simple and small camera that I can carry with me, cause my current camera is too big.

Super soft bathrobe.

Duvet cover sets for me and Behnam.

I also got some money, hair extensions (my hair is finally going to be long!!!), pajamas, chocolate, candles and so on.

SOMEDAY MY LOG HAS SOMETHING TO SAY ABOUT THIS

Firstly, I really want to apologize for not posting for so long. This wasn't intentional, I just didn't feel like posting for unknown reasons. I tried to write and tried to take photos, but I just didn't have interest. But again, I remembered how much I really like blogging, so here I am again. Thank you for being there and reading my tiny blog.

Ensimmäiseksi haluan oikeasti pahoitella sitä, etten ole postannut niin pitkään aikaan. Tää tauko ei ollut tarkoituksellinen, mutta mulla ei vaan ollut mitään suurta halua tuntemattomasta syystä. Mä kyllä yritin kirjoittaa ja yritin ottaa kuvia, mutta en vaan ollut tarpeeksi kiinnostunut. Mutta taas, kuten aina, muistin miten paljon mä oikeasti tykkään bloggaamisesta. Kiitos siitä, että pysytte mun mukana ja luette mun pientä blogiani.

B and I decided to buy this Twin Peaks box set cause we've been drooling over it. The set is so gorgeous, it's like some awesome art book. I watched Twin Peaks for the first time this year and it's by far my favourite show, there's nothing like it.

B ja minä päätettiin ostaa Twin Peaksin Blu-ray setti koska me ollaan kuolattu sen perään. Tää boksi on aivan mahtava ja näyttää ihan joltain siistiltä taidekirjalta. Mä katsoin Twin Peaksia ekaa kertaa tänä vuonna ja se on mun ehdoton suosikkisarja, en vaan oo löytänyt mitään samankaltaista.

I went to Tallinn with my mom yesterday and I was supposed to buy something to wear, like a jacket or something like that, but all I bought is beauty related. I'm not that interested in clothing anymore but more and more about make up and other beauty products.

Mä käväisin eilen Tallinnassa mun äitini kanssa ja mun oli tarkoitus ostaa jotain vaatetta, takkia tai vastaavaa, mutta kaikki mitä mä ostin sattui olemaan kauneuteen liittyvää. Mä en ole enää niinkään innostunut vaatteista, vaan enemmänkin meikeistä ja kauneudenhoitotuotteista.

If you ever visit Estonia, you should definitely go and check Lush (cause pretty much everything is a lot cheaper than in Finland). My favourite toner ever is this tea tree water. It makes my skin really smooth and I don't get zits as often as I used to.

Jos joskus matkustatte Viroon, teidän kannattaa käydä Lushissa (lähes kaikki on paljon halvempaa mitä Suomessa). Mun lempi kasvoveteni on tämä tea tree water. Se tekee mun ihosta tosi pehmeän enkä saa finnejä enää kovinkaan usein.

I got this Whoosh shower jelly cause it smells AMAZING (lemon, lime and grapefruit). I also love it cause it's so wobbly, I could hold it and shake it in my hand for ages.

Whoosh suihkuhyytelö lähti mun mukaani sen ihanan tuoksun takia (Sitruunaa, limeä ja greippiä). Mä myös rakastuin siihen miten tää hytkyy, voisin vaan heilutella tätä mun kädessä ikuisuuden.

Snow fairy is my favourite thing ever, it smells like candy and I want to eat it so bad.

Snow fairy on mun lempijuttuni ikinä, tää tuoksuu aivan karkilta ja mun niin tekisi mieli syödä tätä.

I've never tried anything from this brand called Philosophy, but I've heard some great things and I also love the packaging. I've only tried some of the things I bought, but I'm pretty sure I'm gonna love this brand.

En ole koskaan kokeillut mitään merkiltä Philosophy, mutta oon kuullut siitä aika paljon hyvää ja oon rakastunut kaikkiin merkin pakkauksiin. Mä olen ainoastaan kokeillut paria juttua noista ylläolevista, mutta oon aika varma että tuun rakastamaan Philosophya.

I finally bought dry shampoo for darker hair.

Mä ostin vihdoin kuivashampoon tummille hiuksille.

I love Victoria's Secret body mists, cause they are very affordable and they're not too strong. My newest body mist is Sheer Love and it smells great, so fresh and not too sweet either.

Mä rakastan Victoria's Secretin bodymistejä, koska ne on tosi edullisia eikä liian vahvoja. Mun uusin ostokseni on Sheer Love joka tuoksuu tosi hyvältä, raikkaalta muttei liian makealta.