I LOVE YOU

Linda has been in my life since the day I was born. I had no idea I could get attached to an animal this strong. She is my best friend and she's always been there. 

Yesterday she got worse. She was breathing really heavily, she was so cold and she couldn't stand up. She wasn't even sleeping, she was just laying there. She was laying next to me the whole night. This morning she silently died in my lap. 

I've been crying like a baby, this whole house feels so empty without her. Rest in peace honey, I miss you so bad. 

Photos of her last night.

Q&A

INFO

Are you taken? Yes. Do you have brothers or sisters? No, I'm an only child.

RANDOM QUESTIONS

If you could have any animal as a pet right now, what would you get? Sphynx (hairless cat) and axolotl. Do you have any weird obsessions or habits? I sleep with my make up on basically every day (that's disgusting). I don't think I have any weird habits. Is Helsinki a pretty city? Do you like living there? It really is, especially when it's winter. But I just don't like to live here at all. Finland is really small place and I feel like I've met every even slightly interesting people in here. Do you like horses? They're such a beautiful and noble creatures. Do you believe in faith? No. God? No. Ghosts? I wish they were real, but I don't believe in them.  Soul? I do. What place would you visit right know if you could choose? Japan, India, Australia, Iceland. What's your opinion about Harry Potter? I haven't read any book or seen any movie. I'm just not interested. What do you think comes after death and the life at the world? I believe in rebirth. Are you scared about your own death? No. Could you have a relationship with a woman? I couldn't. I just need a man in my life. What time u usually go for sleep? That's my biggest problem. Around 3 a.m. to 5 a.m. If you'd have to eat up a person, which part would you eat first? Probably ribs. Obama or Romney? I kinda love Obama.

FAVOURITE

What's your favourite time of the year? I love Christmas. I also like winter generally, but I also hate when it's cold. Summer and warm weather is nice. What's your fav shop? Most of my clothes are from Nelly.com, H&M and eBay. I also like Jeffrey Campbell, BlackMilk and Have2Have. Fav hair colour? I've always loved bright blue hair. I also like lavender and baby pink. What's your favorite book? The Hunger Games Trilogy, Naive. Super, The Curious Incident Of The Dog in the Night-Time, The Picture of Dorian Gray, Lolita, White Oleander, The Virgin Suicides, Alice In Wonderland.

BEAUTY

Who is your fashion idol? Alexa Chung (she's so effortlessly chic and relaxed) and cute Japanese girls. What's your favourite foundation, and makeup over all? I just use what I have. At the moment it is Clarins' truly matte founation and it's pretty good and thick. I don't use that much mascara cause I wear daily fake lashes. Best eyelash glue is DUO. Could you live a year without make-up and in clothes that you find boring? I couldn't. Sometimes it feel like all these clothes and all these superficial stuff is keeping me alive. 

PERUS INFO

Missä päin Helsinkiä asut? Pohjois-Helsingissä, melkein Vantaalla.

SEKALAISET

Tykkäätkö vispipuurosta? En tykkää mistään puuroista. Mitä mieltä oot Twilight-kirjoista ja -elokuvista? En tykkää yhtään. Ostin aikoinaan kirjan ekan osan, enkä voinut lukea yhtä lukua pidemmälle, koska se oli kirjoitettu niin huonosti. Osaatko puhua ruotsia? En yhtään. Kadutko mitään? Kadun koko elämässäni vain sitä, etten opiskellut peruskoulussa käytännössä lainkaan. Uskotko et masennuksesta voi koskaan toipua? Uskon. Mutta en usko siihen omalla kohdallani. Uskotko paranormaaleihin asioihin? Haluaisin niin uskoa, elämä olis jännittävää. Mimmonen oot ollu lapsena? Ujo ja käyttäydyin hyvin.  Jos olisit päivän ajan taskukokoinen (10cm pitkä), mitä tekisit, minne menisit yms? Ratsastaisin mun kissan selässä ja hengailisin nukkekodissa. Mikäli tarjoaisin sinulle mahdollisuutta pistää pystyyn oma tv-talk-show, suosuisitko? En suostuisin. Kyseinen ura ei kiinnosta mua, eikä musta oo juontajaksi. Oma tosi TV ois taas eri asia. Esim. lähtisin yksin jonnekin vieraaseen maahan ja joutuisin selviytymään. Kenen disney-hahmon kanssa mieluiten seurustelisit? Flynn Riderin. Olisit kaveri? Arielin, Tähkäpään ja Mulanin. Ottaisit lemmikiksi? Stitchin. Juotko kahvia? En juo, enkä aio opetellakaan. Kahvi on kamalaa.

LEMPPARIT

Lempiruoka? Couscous, fetajuusto, tortillat, pannacotta, maissi, juustokakut, kiinalainen, lohi, omenapiirakka, letut, Hesen juustohamppari + paprikamajoneesi. Lempijuoma? Punaviini, bubble tea, cokis, Punainen kala ja erilaiset teet.  Lempi TV-sarjat? Arrested Developement, Misfits, American Horror Story, The Addams Family, Awkward, Veronica Mars, Spongebob SquarePants, South Park, It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia, Sabrina The Teenage Witch.  Listaa muutama lempibiisi? Gymnopedie No. 1 (Erik Satie), One Summer's Day ( Joe Hisaishi), Sexy Boy (+ about kaikki Airin biisit). Mitä tumblr-blogeja seuraat? iheartminiatures, Tard the Grumpy Cat, Fuck Yeah Serial Killer Memes, dailyanimals, Ruined Childhood, Memewhore and Tumboner.

(All photos from Tumblr)