I will end up destroying myself one way or another

I'm not sure at all about these pictures, they're kind of tacky and I'm not a big fan of them but I don't have any idea how I should photograph these so they have to be okay.
So, here's my shoes! Not all of them, I couldn't find some pairs and others I don't like so much. Hope you enjoy.

Basic black pumps 2nd hand, black rubber band heels Bullboxer, peep toes with lacing Asos, black peep toes with golden studs Graceland

Nude gladiator style peep toes Nelly.com, red patent leather peep toes from random store, electric blue heels with wooden sole Zara, baby pink ruffle peep toes Love Label, snake printed heels Nelly.com

Brown boots 2nd hand, black patent leather boots Monki, black suede boots Vagabond, grey boots with heel Zara

Brown suede wedges Bronx, black patent leather wedges Sonia Rykiel for H&M, black and grey wedges H&M

Golden gladiator sandals Asos, black gladiator sandals with studs Vagabond, brown faux leather sandals H&M, brown suede fringe sandals Love Label, white plastic gladiator sandals Ellos

Burgundy suede boots with wooden heels Asos, black boots with thick heels Dinsko, black heeled boots Dinsko, black fringe boots from some random label

Black leather boots with a little bit studs Topshop, black boots with a lot of golden studs Scorett, black normal boots Peacock's

And here's all of them.

I admit, I'm kind of obsessed with shoes. Now, when I can see them in one picture, I realize that I have really many shoes and all kind of shoe that all I would need is wellies and maybe new Converse's. But when I'm at the store, looking at new shoes, I just think that ''Oh, I don't have shoes that's in this colour'' or ''Well I do have these kind of shoes but I've been using they so much so I have to buy these. Have to''. Sick.