I will end up destroying myself one way or another

I'm not sure at all about these pictures, they're kind of tacky and I'm not a big fan of them but I don't have any idea how I should photograph these so they have to be okay.
So, here's my shoes! Not all of them, I couldn't find some pairs and others I don't like so much. Hope you enjoy.

Basic black pumps 2nd hand, black rubber band heels Bullboxer, peep toes with lacing Asos, black peep toes with golden studs Graceland

Nude gladiator style peep toes Nelly.com, red patent leather peep toes from random store, electric blue heels with wooden sole Zara, baby pink ruffle peep toes Love Label, snake printed heels Nelly.com

Brown boots 2nd hand, black patent leather boots Monki, black suede boots Vagabond, grey boots with heel Zara

Brown suede wedges Bronx, black patent leather wedges Sonia Rykiel for H&M, black and grey wedges H&M

Golden gladiator sandals Asos, black gladiator sandals with studs Vagabond, brown faux leather sandals H&M, brown suede fringe sandals Love Label, white plastic gladiator sandals Ellos

Burgundy suede boots with wooden heels Asos, black boots with thick heels Dinsko, black heeled boots Dinsko, black fringe boots from some random label

Black leather boots with a little bit studs Topshop, black boots with a lot of golden studs Scorett, black normal boots Peacock's

And here's all of them.

I admit, I'm kind of obsessed with shoes. Now, when I can see them in one picture, I realize that I have really many shoes and all kind of shoe that all I would need is wellies and maybe new Converse's. But when I'm at the store, looking at new shoes, I just think that ''Oh, I don't have shoes that's in this colour'' or ''Well I do have these kind of shoes but I've been using they so much so I have to buy these. Have to''. Sick.

Meet me in Montauk

2 random picture from yesterday (wtf my face) and my newest shopping; cute blue bow dress from Zara and awesome Lindsay tank top. My uncle also bought me The Sims 3 and I'm so excited :D

Pink day

Hoodie Ellos and flats H&M

Some days all you wanna do is relax, take it easy and wear clothes like that. Today was my day. Pink isn't also my colour but today it felt such a good idea to wear it.

Heitän parhaillani Huuto.nettiin joitakin kamoja ja lisää on varmaan luvassa. Mitään erikoista ei tällä kertaa ole myynnissä kun en tiedä mistä raaskin luopua, mutta jotain kuitenkin. (Klikkaa Huuto.net-tekstiä!)

This sinking feeling never dies

You might know that feeling when you know exactly what kind of photos you wanna take and when the photos are taken and you're at your computer, you notice that they're nothing what you wanted them to be. Lightning sucks, your hair sucks, you look ugly, your clothes makes you look fat. That's pretty much what I've feeling lately. I do have lots of new ideas but I don't know how to actualize them.

Imagine none of this is real

Blazer and wedges Sonia Rykiel for H&M, leopard jumpsuit H&M

Summertime cowboy

[1.] Mulla tuli kuume viime yön aikana ja äiti sit kävi sen ruokatauolla ostamassa mulle mehuja ja jotain kevyttä ruokaa. Mulla olis joko huomenna tai lauantaina tarkoitus kai miitata paria bloggaria (kerron sitten joo enemmän jos näin tapahtuu), mutta ainakaan huomiseksi en usko tervehtyväni. [2.] Mä vihdoin sain nää siisteimmät bikinit ikinä mun oikeassa koossa. H&M:ltä nämä siis. [3.] Huuto.netistä huusin 8,50e nää kaksi ihanaa kynsilakkaa, ihanan kesäisiä molemmat.

Valitan näistä tylsistä postauksista, inspikset on ihan tallella, mutta jostain syystä en onnistu kuvissa niin kamalan hyvin tai sit ei ole ketään joka mua jaksaisi kuvata. Äitiäkin kyllästyttää.

[1.] I got a fever last night, so at my mom's lunch break she bough juices and some easy food and brought them to me. Love my mom, hate to be sick. [2.] I finally got these the most coolest bikinis ever. From H&M. [3.] I bid these two nail polishes and they fits so good with summer!

Alone in Kyoto

Couple pictures about my new shoes and movie Lost In Translation.

Tänään oli tosiaan ne Monkin ja Weekdayn avajaiset ja mä päätin nopeasti käydä katsastamassa sen kun rahaakin satuin vähän saamaan. Porukkaa ei ollut mitenkään mielettömän paljon, mahtui kyllä liikkumaan, mutta se Monkin musiikki oli ihan helvettiä. Taustalla soi kunnon jumputus ilman että kuuli omia ajatuksiaan ja kun halusin jutella, täytyi korottaa ääntä paljon. Toivottavasti tää oli joku tällainen yhden päivän moka, koska päätä alkaa särkemään vähemmästäkin. Mutta Monkista ostin nuo yllä olevat kengät, irl ne näyttävän paljon hienommilta. Alkuperäinen hinta oli 45e, mutta siellä oli monia kenkiä -50%.

So, today were the opening days of Monki and Weekday here in Helsinki. I decided to go quickly and check it out. There wasn't lots of people but music was fucking awful. It was so loud that you couldn't hear your own thinking and when you wanted to talk with someone, you had to raise you're voice. I hope that it was just this one day cause I don't wanna break my ears. But, I found these shoes from Monki and original price were 45e but almost all shoes were -50% off.

My moon my man

So sorry that music is playing far too loud on background! Hope you can understand even a bit.

My shyness has cost me everything that ever mattered to me

I'm sorry, but I couldn't do that room video what I said I would do. I tried to shoot it, but even when I'm really far, it looks like I'm so close and I couldn't take even my whole bed in screen at the same time cause it was like I was just standing right next to bed when in actual fact I was the other side of my room. Even when I'm filming my face I have to move my camera at least 3 meters away from me. Sucks. But here's some photos, some of them are taken from my room.

Red is strong, blue is true

Sunnies and shorts Bik Bok, zebra bikini top American Apparel

Today I went to this small beach because I've decided that I'm going to get as tanned as it's almost possible. I'm not tanned at the moment but my legs are a little bit brown. Yay, good start!